INITIATOR TRAINING - Essay 1

Initiator Training – Root Chakra

By Angelica Bosio

January 29, 2024

I started my Initiator Training by working on my Root Chakra. It felt like the start of an integration process of my physical body into my surrounding world, or perhaps more like a return to an integrated state of being. It felt like an act of breaking down all the barriers I have created for myself over the years to make myself feel different, unique, like an individual in the sea of humanity around me.

It felt like a conscious act of returning my physical vessel to a state of Oneness.

I have reached a place of understanding my individuality on a Soul level, therefore taking the first step in returning my physical body to Oneness felt like a step forward in my evolution. It was exciting!

As soon as I started my work on my Root Chakra, I could feel spinning and pulsing, the space was being activated. Over the following few days, it felt like my Root Chakra evolved from being a lovely, well maintained, 2-lane country gravel road to a multi-lane beautifully paved busy highway. Now that the construction has ended, it is a road that no storm can take out. It is here to stay. My chakra feels wider (bigger in diameter) and stronger. It feels like my connection to Earth is un-movable, unbreakable. Like we are One. During the “construction” phase of my Root Chakra I could feel a pulsing as if my chakra was tuning itself to Earth’s frequency. It is now fully in tune, humming away in harmony.

As soon as I started my Initiator training with my Root Chakra, and multiple times a day since, I have been acutely aware of anything that is unhealed, in myself and the collective. A feeling of collective ungrounded, lack of identify (who am I/we?), uncertainty, lack of direction, revealed itself within a couple days. A few days later a sense of my own lack mentality, feeling unheard and unseen, revealed themselves. In both cases I guided all these feelings over the Conscious Evolver Rainbow Bridge. It was such a sweet process! It felt so good to take those vibrations up through the root and into the heart, from one side of the bridge to the other, then release them as pure love frequency. The process was so simple, so quick, so empowering, and brought in so much love into my being. It made me buzz all over!

The common theme of my dreams after starting work on my Root Chakra was around 3D systems and structures. They were non-judgmental in nature, simply observational with a recognition that this is not the way I experience the world around me anymore. Now that the “construction” on my Root Chakra is over, my dreams are shifting as well – one of the latest ones was about being surrounded by dozens of owls!

A few days into my Root Chakra journey, on January 11 (1/11), I participated in a guided group meditation. We worked with crystals, and I chose to connect in with my Lemurian Seed crystal. During the meditation I was brought to a state where I became the crystal and my whole body was vibrating at its frequency. This was the same frequency I had experienced in Atlantis. My crown chakra was wide open, and I felt like I had a giant funnel connecting my energy with all the energy from the Universe from the top of head into my body. It was a very powerful experience during which I felt so profoundly supported, cared for, and loved. The experience felt incredibly beautiful and reinforced my faith in knowing that I am being guided to be at the right place at the right time always.

Coming out of the meditation, as I opened my eyes, I noticed it was snowing and quite windy outside. A snowstorm. One that was not predicted in any weather forecast, in fact the forecasts still didn’t account for it 30 minutes after it had started. Betty Bethards symbology of it, based on her book “The Dream Book” is:

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   Snow: Purity, truth, peace, relaxation. Untouched, virgin snow signifies new beginnings, a fresh start, a new look at your world.

·        Storm: Emotional downpour; many inner changes taking place; cleansing, purification. Suppressed emotions, fears, anxieties have surfaced. Release of frustration. Things look darkest before the storm. After the clearing, you will feel renewed.

The timing of this snowstorm and the messages from it feel incredibly relevant. First, this experience has given me a new understanding of the amount of power I possess, with the deepest humility. This is a very potent message as I embark on this journey of becoming a channel. Second, the symbology of the snowstorm perfectly describes the massive shift that I have undergone and underscores my state of readiness for what is to come. I am renewed. And third, the timing of it happening after the “construction” in my Root Chakra to a beautiful multi-lane, fully tuned highway was finished is perfection!

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With my Root Chakra feeling stable for a number of days, wide open and flowing, and it feeling like it had tuned itself to its correct frequency, I could feel it attract into my reality things from the collective to be healed in a whole new way. My Root Chakra felt like it had been magnetized.

I also suddenly become very aware of the difference between healing a collective wound while respecting that wounds of individuals are theirs to heal. A prime example of this came on a beautiful snowy day as I was walking on a quiet street. A woman walked by me said “don’t eat the snow, it’s just forever plastics”. She was long gone by the time my brain was able to process her words. I quickly realized though that her reasons for living in that fear are hers, however, the underlying climate fear in the collective felt like a juicy gift for me to grab, bring over the Rainbow Bridge back to love, and release.

I also returned my fear of being an inconvenience to others, or myself, to love. My need to minimize potential (not actual!) future annoyances for myself or others by being over cautious at times, at the cost of living in the moment.

And then the big one came. I got woken up one morning by a very potent toxic chemical smell, and the sound of a helicopter circling above head. I got up to turn the house’s ventilation system off and turned to the internet to find out what was going on. At that time there still wasn’t any word of what was going on (it turned out that something had gone sideways at the nearby refinery and that “it was nothing to be concerned about”), however there were a lot of people online worried. Worried that the smell was affecting their health and the health of their loved ones. So much fear, instability and insecurity was going around during the time that the smell was so potent and there was no official cause. As I tapped into that fear it became clear to me that at the root of the matter was fear of death.

My reaction was to view this as a gift from the Universe to take all these feelings in the collective and return them to love. It really was a big one. I could feel my Root Chakra attracting all these fears like a big magnet attracting thousands of little pins. It took quite a while to attract them all, and then the work started. The energy was so heavy. It took a lot of patience and dedication to lighten all of those little pins so that they could slowly be transmuted; become light enough to cross the Rainbow Bridge. It was like a very long parade across the bridge: by the time the first pins had reached their destination there were still plenty that hadn’t started moving. They all eventually made it across and the crystal that I am on the other side of the bridge radiated all that energy back out into the world as pure love frequency.

It was hard but such joyous work to be able to lighten up so much dense energy.

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Since then, the process of transmuting fears around survival, security and stability has been very different. It feels like a quick and easy process, far more like a vacuum sucking up that energy and spitting it out at a new frequency. As an example, this happened with the wound in the collective of separation. I received the wound of separation as a sad cry from Mother Earth. It felt like a sadness that we humans have been so disconnected from Her – from the food we eat, the air we breathe, the water we drink. Separation from each other, and at the root of it all separation from ourselves. By separating ourselves from all that is frequency and vibration we have disconnected ourselves from our internal compass system which has made us feel lost and insecure. Afraid. Afraid of being alone, of not being loved, of all the things. By the time I had processed the fear in my mind, it had already been transmuted to pure love frequency!

A similarly quick process happened with the collective fear of not being heard or seen. It came up after a judge ruled that the use of the Emergencies Act by the Federal government against the Freedom Convoy was unjustified. It brought up a lot of emotions in the collective about feeling unseen and unheard. As soon as I tapped into those feelings, they got sucked up over the Rainbow Bridge and returned to love.

The depth of the humility that I feel as I continue this journey is so profound that I feel like it needs a new word in the English language.

It is humility with reverence. It is humility void of any shred of ego. It is humility with an acknowledgement that every fractal in the Universe is equal in their value and contribution to the whole,

to the expansion of consciousness.

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